Horrible #bodyimage today+binge+despite all of that I had a decent and nice day with my boyfriend… Anyway, when i’m home alone the horrible thoughts of what I shouldn’t have done come to martirize me as usual… I ate (I won’t tell any details), I gained 700grams and tomorrow I will probably gain a kilogram… And I can barely see my fucking #collarbones… I’m giant, I’m fat, my tits are huge and they’re going down (literally), my legs are big and my belly is full. SHIIIIT. I should love myself, but sometimes it’s just too hard. The more I repeat to myself how fat I think I am… The fatter and the more anxious I become. Everything is so surreal… I just can’t be fat. It’s unacceptable. SHIT!!!!!